Dreamt of getting bitten by a snake ..

Had this wierd dream... dreamt of getting bitten by a snake .. check up on the net ... and here one explnation

"Hello. My name is Dr. Robert Hernandez. I'm a psychologist in Miami, Florida, and I'm president and owner of Lafafala Retreat House. Dreaming with snakes is very important. Again, you want to get a perspective of the patient or the client of what snakes mean to them. To some people, they're terrified of snakes, so there's an element of fear, but generally speaking a snake could mean a creative feminine symbol. It also could refer to sexuality, but it is a life force, something that is coming up from the unconscious to compensate for what's happening consciously. Usually, people that dream with snakes is they're trying to get something done, but they don't. There's an element of passivity. Now when you get bit by a snake, that could be that the unconscious is trying to bite you, so that you can react. It might be, again, you're too passive consciously, so the unconscious is sending you a symbol of libido, of life, of sexuality, of something you're trying to repress, and biting you so that you can be awake again, filled with life, filled with energy, and start taking the steps you to take to live your life."


Time to kick some butt..?

Nightmares

Off late I have been having nightmares. Some I dont seem to remember but some of them are kind of hazy in my memory. The cause for it I can only guess. But it has resulted in me waking up at some wierd times and then not being able to sleep for a while again.
The one I had last night was wierd. It had all the ingredients of a horror movie. I was at home in Bangalore and I see this little girl coming out of a pit that been dug up. My dream then takes me to different places. On the way I meet a wierd family. A sardar married to a foreigner and they have a kid. I then realise that the kid/ghost that I had seen had something to do with SRK!!!
I then get in touch with him somehow at his gym and then I bring him to my place. So this girl sees us and she advances towards us.
I wake up with my pillows wet. I look around and see Tuffy snoring. I rest my head and wonder what that was all about. I dont have the patience to read the interpretation of dreams to understand this. But I need to get rid of these nightmares.
I wonder what is there hidden in my subconscience. I wonder what it is that I'm thinking about. I wonder what it is that is bugging me. Maybe an Angel has the answer.

Tainu - All Gods in One

According to Hindu Mythology, Bhrama is the creator, Vishnu is the saviour and Shiva is the destroyer. Now dont quote me nor sue me if I'm wrong here.
I have seen all these features in my wife. She is the creator, the saviour and the destroyer. I'm sure that many would agree with me but are not willing to accept it!
I think the Gods were biased when they created man and woman. How could they bestow so much power in a woman and also let we men live in the illusion that we are in control!

So maybe in school, they ought to teach the wife's prayer! That would be fun. It may go something like this ..
Oh Wifey,
Please ignore the wet towel on the bed
Please forgive me for wearing the shoes inside the house,
Please maintain calm when you catch me drooling at that hollywood actress,
... and so on and so forth.
Amen.

Attachments

Off late while going through a patch of self discovery, I started listening to a tantric meditation tape. The tape started off by saying that we all crave to be attached to something. it could be Love, Money, toys.. anything. So trying to get attached is not wrong but with what you want to get attached is what matters.
What I learnt is my heart has become very stone hearted. Stone hearted because it is stopping itself from getting hurt. It has now built a rock solid wall around itself. The downside of that is I am now devoid of any emotion. I dont feel happiness, I dont feel sadness, I dont feel anything at all. This has taken the laughter away from my eyes. I now have only a dot, and inside the dot are Tonik and Tuffy. Tuffy has been a world of strength to me. He has never left me alone for a single minute. He is always by my side with his unconditional love. Thank you tuffy.. who ever you are.
So as I was saying, I think its better this way. the more you're emotionally attached, the more chances of you getting hurt. I dont want to hurt anyone, but neither do I want to be at the receiving end. Is that too much to ask??

Expectations Reduces Joy .. The Rude Awakening

I'm such a crib pot!! was cribbing about how this girl didnt tell me she bought a new GUESS watch lol lol...

Where have all the good guys gone

I remember there was a song with this title... or was it where have all the cowboys gone ..
I kinda get the feeling now.. Been searching on all the matrimony sites for just one guy .. there are thousands of them .. but u have to see the profiles to believe it .. this is what most of them have to say .. "very outgoing, modern... looking for a simple homely girl with family values and who will respect my family"!! Dude.. get a life ... you can go out and have all the fun while you want the girl to be homely ...
pretty disappointed with my search so far ..

How long does it take to build a relationship?

This question has many answers ... starting from a minute .. to years ... but a recent visit from a lil one has given me some insight ..
I saw Shiibs when she was probably in the 6th std at my wedding .. and she was a brat even then .. she hid my slippers as the custom goes ... but i managed to get away with it ..
And then ... Shiibs came down last week during her summer break .. and wat a time we had ..
We managed to do all the things under the sun ... we went karting .. bungee trampoline .. rock climbing .. partying .. visits to the scary house ... gaming .. u name it .. we did it ...
Generally we would think twice before we would do any of these .. thinking .. ok .. we're a lil old to do this .. but she brought out the an old brat in me which was sleeping all this while.. and that i think is very important .. important because .. i saw that we need to have the child in us alive .. or else we'll just start becoming middle aged .. pot bellied .. maybe even a pointy haired boss !!
We sat and downloaded a whole lot of music .. R&B and hip hop which i'm kinda not a big fan off .. but they were kind of ok i guess at the end of the day .. the night we tried to write those CD's and it was not working .. her eyes almost filled with tears!... we went for bike rides ... ohhh and one crazy evening of hunting for a shrug all over the town! The dissappointment when we didnt get it after going to so many stores.. the almost wet eyes .. again :) .. the lil keedi which we had to coax and tell it to stay put for a while .. the way her nose starts slowly pointing in anger!! and finally the joy when we found it .. :) these still being back smiles :) I never realised how attached i would get to her ... i kinda felt like her godfather .. kinda italiano :) so i told her .. next time any body troubles her .. all she has to say is . "ayee.. i'll call my jiju and he'll take care of u!!" :)
so a part of me went away with her .. a part that had so much fun .. reminded me of my school days :)
so finally .. how long does it take to build a relationship..? I think its the chemistry and the energy that the two people share .. take tainu and me for instance .. that is one helluva ride .. tainology was born coz of her .. take tinks and me .. no one can call me choti pa like the way she does :) and take shiibs .. the way she calls me jiju .. is sweet music ... each one has a very special place in my heart .. and will always remain ..
guess i'm pretty lucky to have these guys around ..
i feel like i'm the king of the world ..
choking ... yeah .. a pretty emotional post :)